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It has been a long time. Is that right? I miss writing here. I love writing honestly. it makes me feel lighter in the end. I cannot believe it. its November 2024 now. i am 22 and nearly 23. ouf. i feel so old already. i have too lots of things in my mind now. this is what happens when you left writing for a long time. my mind feels like a mess yet never have the chance to sort it out. 

You know, I am now taking TESL at UPTM. I cannot believe this. in my previous entries, I have been saying about me taking english courses which I find reluctant to do as I was only taking diploma in English communication because of my parents. i think that is so well, what would you call it... maybe fate. its really amazing how my life is on the path that my parents really want me to do. after finishing my diploma in kpmim, I stay at home for almost a year before pursuing my degree in TESL in UPTM. its really amazing and I hope that I can achieve my goals here. so, the story goes like this, when I was interning in UITM, as a pa to a lecturer, I am so inspired by all the lecturers there. i really wanna be an educator and watching all of the lecturers in uitm makes me really wanna be like them. since from then, it creates a strong passion of me to be and achieve it. 

wonder how time flies so fast and how grown up I am now. maybe I am still to young but you know, its remarkable how I can survive all those years. i wish I could be strong and I hope Allah ease my journey in life. never in my life once thought that I want to be a teacher, yet here I am taking the course. hoping it will be an easy journey and I can make it till the end and makes my parents proud. 

also, a reminder to myself and to everyone, love yourself, and appreciate you. you are worth it and you can do anything that you wanna do in your life. 

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